You ask me if i'm fine

Im okay, i promise, i say.

But really i am lost

I can't find my way

Tears and blood

Running down my skin

Why can't i for once be happy

Why can't i for once just win

Im not okay, i promise, i say.

Baby i wont let you go,

I cant live my life without you,

and maybe i am crazy, i dont know,

lets just fall asleep together,

so i can be with you forever

Trying not to be seen

So no one will know, no one will care.

But at the same time, i just want someone to be there.

My mind, is slowly fading.
Surrounded by darkness, surrounded by pain.
Imagining myself slipping away
In this life, i have nothing to gain.
Imagining myself turning into nothing,
to just, go away.

My blood rines red down my pale skin.
Look at me.
I'm in a game, a game i can't win.
Keep playing, keep losing.
Keep getting up, but every time i fall,
it gets harder.
I'we hit a wall. It hurts.

I cant take it anymore.

So many voices in my head, there is no way to end this..

So full of sin but in a way, i never knew about this...

There was no choise, i hade to make,

theese dreams are never ending.

I see you run away from me, you will never know,

how i feel.

I cry in vain, to break down all illusions made by me,

there's no escape, this walls where made by my hands.

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Writing

With my pen, i'm fighting.

I try to get up

keep falling down.

over and over

i sharpen my pencil

and try again, and again.

But i'm tired of trying,

tired of failing.

Tonight

was the final fight.

Hjärtat slår, huvudet bankar.

Kan inte andas, får ingen luft.

Jag drunknar, i mina egna tankar.

Jag sjunker längre och längre ner.

Kan inte ta mig upp.

Jag känner för att ge upp, jag orkar inte mer.